Walking home I realize,
My life has no meaning,
I'm living so many lies,
My heart always screaming.
I live a lonely dark life,
No one around to talk to,
Only a bloody knife,
And the thoughts of you.
I'm tired of cutting,
I'm tired of not feeling pain,
Now what’s coming,
No one can see the tears behind the rain.
Love only brings pain,
Lies bring darkness,
By living i have nothing to gain,
My life just a big mess.
But I won’t cut anymore,
There is no reason to watch the blood pour out,
I get up from my bed and close the door,
I'll Plunge the knife without doubt.
No more lies,
No more hurt,
My soul can finally rise,
I wanna be buried in the dirt.
I don't want anyone to notice,
How I hated my life so much,
That all i would wish on my birthdays,
Was to die.
