I'm gonna put some feelings into this poem I'm
gonna put some emotions I may have felt but
never left them out. I feel confused like I'm in
denial. Today i must have at least cried 3 times
while I wasn't talking to you today. At first
when i started talking to you I thought shall
we end up going our own separate ways? I
really wouldn't like that but if it was the best
I guess I'll be up for the challenge. Then I would
have to make so many changes by you not
being here for me no more days. I would end
up crying so many cries until my eyes felt like
they didn't need no more cries. I wanna say
sorry but I have nothing to say sorry for. I wish
I was never in this mess I deserve so much more.
I feel like at first you caught me then you let me
fall. But then again I did the same so were back to square
one. In some ways I feel nervous then again I'm just
mad trust me you think you seen me mad you should of seen
me today for like a minute or two I ended up hating the
one I love which is very sad to say. For that other
girl I already don't like her you can still like her but
I already decided. You told me if I ever wrote a poem about
you to let you see well baby I ain't keeping this back
I'll let you read. I'm gonna pour every last feeling every
last pain until my insides are back to at least plain. I
wanna have that smile that use to brighten the room
I don't wanna have tears that make everything all gloomy
and crap. I don't wanna have a broken heart I want it to mend.
Theres alot of things I want that may not happen for a while.
Hopefully we will sort everything out fast or everything might
go down the drain. So here I am broken heart insides hurt
in a knot feel so lost and confused at once the tears that are
streaming down my face do not help makes me not wanna erase.
I tried to say so many things but this is so I felt that I need to write you
see? I love you I do... but the me and you thing... what should we do?
