That's nice. You ryhmed, which makes me happy. A lot of people on this site don't ryhme thier poems which really pisses me off...lol!?! I have had the same problem with two of my best friends too. I never gave up though. It killed me when we stopped being friends. I mean I cried myself to sleep for two weeks straight with one of them. The other one I cried for two days straight, but I could have killed myself for losing that one... You should check out my poems titled "As I lay Choking", "Suicide", and "I, And Then You". Maybe it will help you a little, maybe not. Sorry if it doesn't though.

LYSS OMG i am so sorry, you will always be my best friend, remember, Fighting it Together, Partners in Crime... im always there for you, im always going to be your best friend, i am so sorry, my computer has been down lately.. omg lyss i miss you so much... i listen to our song everyday... Someone's Watching Over Me... lyss you are my ONLY one.. i love you so much! im so sorry.. you will never be replaced... i love you..... so sorry...
i miss you like mad.
i love you so much,

Sarah
ilylas ... hell you are my sister.. please NEVER forget it.. please. ilysm.
*FTPC*