I don't ....

I don't want to wake up....
wishing i was dead
wanting to close my eyes forever
wishing i never wake up again

i don't want to wake up....
wishing you would all give up
knowing you want to give up
but you feel like you cant

i don't want to wake up....
wishing that you loved me
but knowing you don't
knowing we are friends
but wanting so much more

i don't want to wake up....
and know my family hates me
but never really knowing why

i don't want to wake up....
feeling like a worthless waste
knowing i will never make it in life
just wanting for it all to end

i don't want to wake up....
period