Goodbye

*I'm still working on it:)*

Goodbye...

I say this once again
you've all heard it before
but for once I mean it
as I lie here on the floor.

A slit wrist,
perscription pills and a rope.
Now you realize
I never had hope.

In gods eyes,
No more than a murderer.
In your eyes though,
Just a depressed teenager.

The blood is flowing
like a river
it has consumed me
finally for forever.

The rope was tightened
around my fragile neck
and if that wasn't enough
the pills burned like heck.

But at that last second,
that last hurtful moment,
I realized how dumb it was
but Lucifer's message was sent.

No going back now,
would my death be noticed?
Moms baby now gone,
Ropes, pills, and wrist sliced.

Goodbye, cruel world...
Hello, horrible fate...