Bulimia

**I'm Not Bulimic...But I want to show I'm not as Ignorant as I seem to be...& I want to put myself in there shoes**

I watch the girl in the mirror
I don't believe what I've done,
It disappoints me so
To know what I have become

I wake up everyday
& fake that I am okay,
I fabricate a story
So that you don't start to worry

I take my self to the bathroom door,
& Lock the lock behind me,
I bring myself to the floor,
& Shut my eyes so I don't see,
I slide my fingers down my throat,
It hurt a little & causes some pain,
But I'm OK, once it flushes down the drain,

I wash my hands & my face,
& I realize this is a serous case,
But I just hope,
that next time I don't put my fingers down my throat,
I disgust myself,
But I'm afraid to get some help

The scares I inflict,Are so deep,
But I close my eyes & get some sleep,
till the next day comes,
I'll do it again,
& Let My Pressures Win...

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