One Plus One Is Blue

I know one that I can live with
And one I can't live without
Both of them leave me
Feeling lots of doubt

Both of them ignore me
Even the one that I truly love
There's one that irritates me
And one heaven sent from up above

Who am I fooling
They both hurt me in different ways
One who wants to stay here
And one who hides away

One who calls me constantly
To see what I am up to
One who sends me to voice mail
Ignores me when I am trying to get through

One who is here for the obligation
One who is playing games with me
One who I want to run away from
One who I am trying hard to see

One who brings out my anger
One who tugs on my heart
One I want to escape from
And one who I never should part

I guess they are both guilty
Of making me feel like I do
Maybe I need to accept
That one plus one is blue

It's time for me to run away
Time for a brand new start
I cannot keep on losing
It's time for us to part

The three of us divided
I am ready to take a stand
I am going to walk away from them
And hold a steady hand

I know what I can offer
No longer will I be let down
I am throwing in the cards
I am tired of messing around

If you cannot stand up to the plate
And hit a home run with me
Then both of you can kiss my ass
No longer will I be

The one that you can shit on
And take advantage of
See you on the playing field
I won't settle for less than love

I don't need to choose either one of you
To make me feel complete
I can find a stronger love
And feel less defeat

I will not fight any longer
For love that walks away
If you really care for me
Stand up to me today

And if you choose to ignore me
As you always do
Then I am walking out of here
Because one plus one is blue