Disowened

Close your eyes and prey for death
You haven’t a reason for another breath
Since the day he abandoned you
Nothing can be worse then what you’ve been through

If fate brought us together
Then tell me…what pulled us apart?
You held my hand and promised forever
But you jumped on a plane and left me with this broken heart

I have no idea what to do
What can possibly stop these tears?
All I can do is sit here and think of you
So begins my greatest fears

I can smell it in the air
Closer and closer it almost reaches me
This just isn’t fair
I just want to be free

Dear god let me forget
On another make my heart set
Or forever shall I be left alone
To remember I’m the one you chose to disown