Your Hell

I know you told me
That this is not my fault
On the very last time
That we talked

I try to hold onto
Those words of yours
As this tide in life
Takes its horrid course

You don't know how many
Nights I sit up and cry
Because I know now that
You will never be by my side

I love you more than
Everything in this life
Which is why I could
Slice my wrists with this knife

Knowing I put you
Against the wall where you are
In a place that seems
So very very far

Id give it all for you
To come out alright
Id yell and kick
And scream and fight

I wish I could believe
Those words you said
But because of this
Many nights Ive bled

The last thing that you
Told me on the phone
Is to remember you loved me
And I would never be alone

To keep on my smile
When all else goes wrong
And we wont be apart
For very long

Because in our hearts
Is where we will stay
Hand in hand
And never be afraid