ohhh... wow that was really good. i am so sorry for u. i in fact have a friend with pretty much daily suicidal thoughts and it's really scary cause we know shes serious. she cuts deep. the end of ur poem really gave me chills, cause i try to tell her that now but it's like she doesn't listen. we can't get through to her anymore and she really needs help but her moms a drunk so that doesn't help.
srry, i know this is long but im really worried and u seem like someone who would understand.