Its been almost a year since we've been apart
since I could hold on any longer a year with a broken heart
through this time theres been some repairs
but lately Ive been having nightmares that you hooked up with my best friend and she hurt me so badly she didn't even care
I don't know what to do
it still feels like my heart and soul cant carry on without you
you use to tell me that you wanted to be with me forever
we had plans to get married spend the rest of our lives together
I remember the day I let you go so well but in the end I was still holding on
even though you gave up the day I gave up one you and from each others lives we were gone
I still don't get what happened we both just couldn't do it any longer
the more time we spent with each other it just got worse everything felt so much wronger
all I know to this very day is that I love you so much will all of
my heart but the pain just grows with everyday
I cant hide from these feelings at least not for much longer from these feelings I just cant run away
