One final cut

"I'll see you soon"
as she hangs up the phone
looks around the room and says
finally I'm alone

she goes to her room
and puts on white sheets
for this is the time
her and death will now meet

she grabs a new blade
and sits on her bed
and puts a bandanna
around her head

it covers her eyes
her nose and her ears
she had been wanting
to do this for years

she feels up her arm
on where she will cut
just to make sure
she doesn't mess up

she holds her breath
and takes the blade to her arm
she'll now end her life
with one painful slice

The blade pierces through
she lets out a moan
i can do this is i want
my life is my own

blood trickles down
onto her newly washed sheets
this is where she
must take her last leap

deeper she goes
now she cant stop
why am i doing this
I'd rather be shot!

she removes the covering
from her eyes
and stares at her arm
almost hypnotized

only a short while left
until her last breath
what do i do now
with the time i have left?

she finally lays down
and closes her eyes
shes starting to feel
a little paralyzed

her breathing gets shallow
she takes a last gulp of air
and thinks this is what happens
when no one will care....