I die.

Today I cry
For a good reason.
I miss you
Today I wanna die
I can't bear anyone missing
I want to fall
I want to die
I want to cry
I want to know you'll be back
Be back to hug me good night
Be back to fight over cereal boxes in the morning

And I die, because I want Him back as well. Kiss me good morning at school, kiss me bye later when I go home. Hug away my sadness and cheer me up.

And I'll die. Because you were supposed to stick by my side. We were supposed to be friends till the end. Friends forever. But you broke our promise. To not abandon each other in life.

And I'm dead. Because the 3 of you are gone. My blond hair flies with the wind as I stand in front of each of your graves day in and out. It's been a year now, and your all still gone. I'm screaming in pain. DO ANY OF YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH?! I HATE MY LIFE! I TRY TO CALM DOWN BY PUTTING MY FEELINGS OUT IN THESE POEMS, BUT IT JUST DOESN'T WORK ANY MORE! I HATE MY LIFE. I JUST WANT TO DIE. MY MOTHER DON'T UNDERSTAND! RAHYAN DIED! BECCA DIED! ANDI DIED! I'M MEANT TO BE ALONE! I die... because I'm meant to be next...