My return

I've been away for a week, everything's changed
I'll never live with all my family again
we're split down the middle
I'm split down my heart
I hate this situation
its tearing me apart

All I wanted to do was come back to a home
but my home is all torn up
and I am all alone
its killing every bit of happiness I ever had in me
its killing off my soul
its making it hard to breathe

what I want and need can never be
this past month I've lost my family
and now I've returned they need me to be strong
they say I'm tanned
they don't see what is wrong
I'm burnt inside, my fire's gone out
still so weak, unsure as they scream and shout