Everytime

Every time I see you,
My heart starts pounding.
My hands start shaking,
And I can't breath.

Every time I try to talk to you,
I remember the hurt.
I remember the pain,
It drives me insane.

Every time I see you with her,
I become jealous.
I know I shouldn't,
But I can't help it.

Every time I close my eyes,
I see you with me.
I try to sleep,
But our memories haunt me.

Every time I try to let go,
It makes me hold on tighter.
I can't stand it,
I can't fight any longer.

Every time I see you smile,
I wonder.
What makes you happy,
Because I know it's not me.

Every time I look in your eyes,
I get lost.
It's a dark hole,
And I can't escape.

Every time we touch,
I melt.
My knees get weak,
It doesn't help.

I should stop now,
Because every time I think of you.
I remember the good times,
And the love we had for each other.