As I lay choking
On the air that is not there
I hold my breath,
Don't breathe
It's the air you breathe
I hate it,
You,
You hate me
And I hate he who breathes my air
The same person
You're gone,
Never to say you're sorry
Only to be mean
You watch me choke
Why don't you f**king kill me
I tried to be nice,
But now I stop
I can't move
Let myself fall,
Fall to the ground
Take away all my things and let no one cry,
I cry,
Because it hurts
Because you left
Never to give me a chance
I tried to apologize,
But now I lay here choking
On the words I could not say
Cause I was right,
And you were wrong
We were friends,
And now we're not
Because of you,
Because of me,
Because of us!
We made a mistake and let it get the best of us
And now I am weak,
And you are strong
Head strong,
To strong for me to fight back
So you let me choke on my regrets
Of getting close,
To close to be noticed...
Then forgotten
You hide away your shame
And put it on me,
Blame everything on me
And now we don't even talk
So now as I lay here choking
I breathe and realize...
How much better I am off without you,
But I miss you.
