Together?

When we first started off,
Things were perfect in every way.
I didn't have to ask if I could see you,
You were already there.
I know you're more busy than you used to be,
No longer am I brand new to you,
So maybe I don't deserve as much time.
But I look at other couples,
Happy smiles, that look in their eye,
In our pictures I see me with a stupid grin on my face,
A sparkle in my eye,
Searching for yours,
But no longer can I see.
I used to feel on top of the world with you,
I could take on anything that life brings,
Because you were by my side.
But now I feel alone,
Wanting you to hold me close,
Feeling your arms round me,
Then I wake up and its just a dream.
My days are wasted,
Just spent hoping that I'll be seeing you soon.
You never do knock on my door,
So I go to my room and cry.
I want to know what I've done wrong,
Why I'm not that important to see anymore,
What I've done to deserve this broken heart.
Changes have to be made if you want us to work,
It takes two not just one,
And I can't do it alone.
I wish I could show you this,
But its something you can never see,
You'd just get angry,
And an argument is not what I need.
I don't know what to do,
I love you still,
I need you still,
I want to spend my life with you still,
But the question isn't about me any more,
Its about you now,
What do you want?
What do you need?
Do you love me like you say you do?
Am I just being stupid making a fuss when theres nothing there?
Is that flame that once shone brightly,
Still burning or is it quickly fading?

*I don't know if I'm being stupid over this...I just miss him so much and whenever I try and see him he is always "busy". If somebody could give me advice on how things can go back to great with him, please let me know. I still love him, I still want to be with him, but he doesn't seem to be making an effort for me anymore and whenever I try to talk to him about this stuff he gets angry and over reacts as if I'm saying hes a bad boyfriend :(*