There's always tomorrow

Eyes still sting from all my tears
burning them with salt and sorrow
praying "god.. if you are listening..
please.. spare me tomorrow"

because today was the worst day
I've ever had to face
it's terribly hard to keep breathing
but I'll carry on just in case

at least for a moment I was someone
and for a moment I really mattered
but someone tripped on lies and fears
the fall caused it all to shatter

and I smiled when I happened
because I was told it would
but I let my heart cloud my judgment
and that didn't turn out good

my feelings I could not say in words
they could only come in tears
at 2am, for only me to see
suddenly everything was clear

I was just a pitty, petty girl
I mean, what could I expect?
I'm all alone or so it seems
so.. thanks for the time to reflect?

upon my shattered hopes and dreams
upon my battered broken heart
pierced by 10 million needles
then by a tranquilizer dart

so now, torn and asleep
my heart will no longer work
but in a life where loves a game
it seems a beneficially perk

no more "I love you so much.."
or "Hun, are you okay?"
I'll keep smiling on the outside
and pray tomorrow's a better day...