My life has been
so much more
then u will ever know
So much sorrow
so much sadness
so much anger
so much madness
but not much joy
not much laughter
not enough love
not enough trust
too much misery
too much pain
and a lot of stress
a lot of strain
You do not know what I've been through
You do not know what I've fought
but i cant explain
no one understands
its indescribable
what life has been for me
So i live in my soft solitude
Live in my pool of tears
Gone threw too much to bear
Though no one even cares
because no one looks close enough to see
what life has been for me.