How it feels

No one knows what its like
to be made fun of for the
way you look.
To cry yourself to sleep
because you hate what you see in
the mirror.
Cutting you wrists just to take
away the pain.
Hoping you'll make that one cut that will end it all.
Not being able to tell anyone how you feel because they don't understand.
Blasting your music so no one
can hear you scream.
Locking yourself in your room so
no one can see you cry and cut your pain away.
Hiding the scars so people
cant see the pain you inflict on yourself.
Arms covered with scars
never being able to find a clean
spot.
Your parents see the cuts
but you say it was the cat.
Looking for any reason to cut
just so you can feel the blade
run across your skin.
Laying awake at night thinking of ways to die.
Hoping that when you finally get to
sleep that you'll never wake up.
Knowing if you do
that no one will even care.
This is me this is how I feel each
day of my life.

*comment please ill do the same for you.