A realtionship ends

Knowing that Ive loved you so,
knowing that you'll never know
claiming that the fire had burned out
claiming that you wanted out
endless crying day and night
endless darkness and seeing no light
wondering of the pain would pass through
wondering if I'm strong enough to forget about you,
seeing the direction of my life going grim
seeing myself on the floor trying to get over him,
saying to myself that life will be okay,
saying to myself take it one step each day
killing myself to forget and let go,
killing myself to realize what he did was low.
crying to myself that this love was once great,
crying to myself now because his love turns to hate,
trying to realize that he no longer cares,
trying to tell myself that he denied that nothing was even there,
living my life without a person i thought was true,
i guess it was a mistake falling in love with you...