Figurin out what to do

Sitting here, Laying here by myself
Figuring out what to do..
What to do with u

I talk to your everyday
But never seen,just heard
Wanting more, but to far away...
Far away as in Europe, a whole diff. country

Talking to my friends
Them not believing me
Just, stupidness...
Non-believers

I don't care, what others have to say
I only matter
What I say goes
SO, shut up and help me

So what is there to figure out, figure out what to do?