Why Wont I Die?

*I just like the idea of a hidden message, so this ones still in work:)*

WHY is it that every time
I mention my feelings
you turn away?
WONT you for once
think of me,
not yourself?
I can't take the hurt,
the blame. I've crossed the bridge
to stand and watch it burn.
JUST don't hurt me again,
My heart can no longer be shattered.
Die! Before I do something I'll regret.