Thoughts keep running through my head
memories filled with you
cuts keep spreading up my arms
what else is there do to?
it hurts to be without you
scars so deep you can not see
penetrating deep withing me
continue wishing it would leave
why can't I get you off my mind?
when I know that you don't care
your name engraved up on my heat, can't be erased this isn't fair
just to hear you say you love me
even though I know it's fake
makes the tears stop falling from these eyes
until from this dream I have to wake
you play so many games with me
dragging my heart across the floor
just tell me you don't want me, don't ignore me anymore
but you never seem to do that
you rather keep me on this leash
knowing you can kill me anytime
yet keeping death just out of reach...
written to Abel Zamora....
-Kittie_
