More than just friends (killers side)

How could i split them to apart
i did something wrong
i should of known from the start
that they belong

i cant believe what i just did
whats done is done
i tore the hearts of those poor kids
all because i shot her with a gun

now i must suffer
i ended the life of that little girl
i only grew weaker no tougher
i tore them from the world

and threw my veins i can feel the pain
i just dropped down to my knees
I'm going insane
oh god take my life please

i cant take it anymore
how can i just put it behind me
and walk out of the front door
they were meant to be

its piercing my soul
the moment will always last
my worlds spinning so slow
now it will never go past

i shall live wit my guilt 4 ever
at first i couldn't see they were meant to be
now they shall be in heaven together
i have an confession the killer is me

me and my friend Ash wrote this one i showed her the first one she said u should write a killers side and she helped she is the only person who i can show my poems but she still dont understand me!!!!!