Sitting by my computer, thinking about ... Roland...
Talking to friends from school and PA
As I sit here, thinking " did he get my message?, is he
going to call me back; i hope so".
Sitting, as my phone displays CALL for the 3rd time,
and of course i know who it is...I was so happy
As I go to answer it... it says disconnected
Disconnected? wtf
As I go back to my computer, saying" Ill call him in a
bit".
So its 5 min later and i called him back ,
Talking for only 36 min and 33 sec it felt like hours
Him saying things I was desperately longing to hear..
Things that make so much "cents",
With an accent and broken English, goofy and hype, and ...
some craziness from being "a little" drunk...
An he says me name...I want him even more..
Having not seen , him it does not matter, all i want is to..
B with u, and at this moment, now .. I forget all about
everyone else..
All my attention on u, and u only.. now more..
Kesan, and ...
So many things were said tonight in such little time,things
that made me happy, in awe, emotions flying, in and out.
You in my mind, and I cant get u out.. but i want u to
stay..
Saying good bye to u.. at the end. when my phone was going
to shut off... to so long to say good bye.. I id not want
to end this,.. this call of thoughts and mind spinning
theatrics..
But it was 6am and almost 11:30pm... and now i o $ 13.50
for my 3 phone calls.. but i don't care. it was worth it..
To hear. u.. the thing i want so much..
So once again, I sit here thinking of u,and the phone call u
my day, my night..
not knowing what will be in store for me tomorrow .. or
shall i say today.
