Holy shizzle!! Zac, I'm mortified right now!!!! Who was this? Well...I know I wasn't there last night, so I really hope this wasn't me! Oh my god...Zac, I'm almost in tears, but that poem was soooo sad and gentle. The whole last stanza hit me the hardest! Oh god....I'm sorry for whoever betrayed your trust, but please don't commit suicide over this! Don't go to hell!! Because I follow you wherever you go, and an ignorantangel like myself, doesn't belong in hell.

I dont' think I belong period, but hell is no place I'm anxious to see.

~~Sierra

____Meatball Hoagie #2____

No, Sierra, it wasn't you, it was me.

I am sorry, but I can't see this as a mistake... I'm crying right now. I was there for you that night. I freaking woke up and got out of bed at one in the morning and talked to you for two hours. What I did was for you. I didn't want to do it, Zac. I didn't want to. But losing your trust is not as bad as you getting hurt. Don't let this fall apart. I love you more than life itself, and that's why I did it... I must be a pretty damn good friend if I would give up your trust in me to keep you safe. Please don't commit, we need to talk about all of this... I still love you even if you hate me.

Car

Oh my god.......that's pretty cold...omfg though zac, please don't die!!!! Please, I'm sure it'll all work out! especially if it was just to save you! Zac I'm so scared right now....I've been scared all day...I don't know what to do, but I swear, i'll be here for you! You can tell me ANYTHING, I swear and you can trust me, pleaseee, just don't hurt yourself or do anything life changing!! Omfg........*tear*

Zac, I need you too much for you to do anything to yourself. Please, Zac...I don't know what I can say, but I keep re-reading this and I'm crying so hard. I'm scared out of my mind!! PLEASE don't, Zac. Please *tear* Don't hurt me like this, babe. I hope you're okay....I really do, love. Please leave me some messages if you get this later so I know you're okay...if I don't get them by tomorrow, I'm going to do something stupid too.

~Sierra

what the hell is going on? all of you please calm down... i cant be there right now and i dont want to loose anyone... i have had enough scares during this trip and i dont need you to leave me... not now. zac please e-mail me... you too carlee. i am now worried and i want to know what happened. zac are u alright? omg i hope so. love ya all.
-cort

OMFG whats going on...chelsea is major confused.....im in germany so i have no clue whats happening out there...anyone want to inform me...im worring my head off right now.....ahhhhhh....carlee....sierra yac....sombody tell me....zac are you ok....chelsea is panicing panic is bad for chelsea. I hope your all ok...please get a hold of me through email if possoble so i dont worry myself sick....like seriously sick. OMFG chelsea hs to go now. please let me know if everythings ok. much love to everyone
chelsea

Sierra...yac......ouch....I sort of feel hurt...........confused.......

Who the heck are you anyways? lol!

I don't think anyone has ever said Sierra yac before....

*tear*

My self esteem just about dropped like 10 points.....

this sucks.

~Sierra

zac... lemme know your safe... i know u prolly dont wanna talk to me which is fine as long as you tell me your safe. please.
-cort

i can understand why you wrote this...and just because in your poem it seems the person may commit suicide, doesn't mean you are...obviously you have people ^^^ who care and love you. i'm sorry, but i'm going to have to say she was right to do it, ONLY because she cares for your safety. i'm sorry you had to go through it all...losing the last bit of trust you had in one person...but....

thank you for the comments, again. and zac, i am okay. i'm always okay, b/c i'm still here...i'm alive so i'm alright. thank you for caring. (i still say you're sweet!)

undying blusher
xxxx

Totalyy sorry bout thatSierra! Im chelsea....dont ask seriously...u need to trust me on this one.....anyways...i meant to type zac...but ya know..im in germany and the keyboard is like upside down and the z and y are switched soooooo ya typo major! another typo....i meant to tye sierra...zac but i typed ~ sierra yac~ so my bad my sincerest apologies to ya.
Chelsea

TYPE*** I HATE THIS KEYBOARD!

I still havent the slightest clue to whats happening...but I sincerely love and care about you both so much. If you could both read my new poem i would apprieceate it tons! and for now heres a quote... ~life isn't fair...it is just fairer then death thats all~ take care now ok!
Chelsea

Hahahahahhahaha, Chelsea!!!!!! Hahahahhaa, that made me laugh extremely hard, lol!!! It's okay though, I honestly didn't take it that offensively...lol....I was just like.."Yac?? Who says yac?" lol!! But, hahaha, your explaination was hysterical! lol!! I keep reading your in Germany but I had no clue about the keyboard thing, lol!!

Sweet Quote!!

~Sierra

__Meatball Hoagie#2__

thanks Sierra. Once again sorry bout that little mishap.........but now its just something to laugh about i spose! lol! ok so yeah....i dont totally like talking through yacs...zacs....there i go again....comment page...so if you plan on responding.....highschoolgirl101@hotmail.com....is mz.....my email...so ya ok...im soooo done....
bye

Chelsea

I just started reading your poetry and its really good:)... very sad tho.. Im sorry you feel like this, and you dont deserve to have someone like that in ur life...

take care hun

shame on you amy... you dont know whats going on and they are best friends... i hope anyway... chelsea and courtney are very worried. it was only a fight over something stupid (i think) chelsea und cort would love to hear back from carlee and zac.... i miss carlee and zac!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm....personally, I still believe this never should've happened between you and Car, but I'm sure you regret it more than I do...