How can you look into my eyes...?

How can you look into my eyes?
The passage way to my heart and soul,
Bleeding, slowly and painfully my soul dies,
Now with an empty space I can never be whole.

Torn to pieces, don’t care any more,
Falling down an endless pit, where things get seem to get worse.
Want my life back to the way it was before,
But now I feel, I won’t be happy till I’m in a hearse.

Now when you look in to my eyes what do you see?
Pain that lasts for what seems will never end.
Never knew love came with a fee,
The cost of a life. And a friend.