It hurts

It hurts so bad, deep inside, to think about you. why dont i just end my misery, and put you out of my life? i know why, because i love you, and i will always love you, until i die, and you know me, i love you, i dont tell a lie, so now you see the True me, are you going to accept this love i have for ye? or are you going to make it a past time memory? do you realize the things i would do, just to see you? i would crucify Christ my self, just to hear you again, i would nail my self to a cross, just to see your gorgeous face again, and if i must,
ill come knocking on your door, saying,"Sarah Worden.....i love you"