I know how it feels to love someone,
but yet you can’t let go,
and you try not to let the hurt show,
when he passes acting like your having fun,
but just as he goes,
your heart tears in two,
your left speechless,
not knowing what to say or do,
than putting on that fake smile,
that you do so perfectly,
if only that wasn’t how it should be,
crying yourself to sleep at night,
too weak to try and fight,
and at the same time of loving him,
you hate him as well,
because you never should have fell,
in a way you had your fun,
if only the sadness hadn’t begun,
looking at your reflection in the mirror,
see that losing him was your fear,
people tell you to let go,
but deep inside you really don’t know,
he was your first love,
and you can never forget him,
no matter how much he tore you apart,
he always has that special place I your heart,
and you can’t figure out why this is,
because you know without him you can’t live,
letting the tears fall,
watching the seasons change,
as you stay in that place,
where nothing is the same,
seeing lovers walking by holding hands,
wishing that’s where you could stand,
but for now all you can do,
is hope for the best,
because the best is up to you
