More than anyone or anything I love you
But you haven’t the slightest clue
When I’m with you I long to be close
I long for your touch but you know what I want most?
I want to caress you, smell you, and hold you so near
I want you to know me, understand me, know my worst fear
There’s a fear that I’ll lose you and how I’d cope if you did
You confuse me, and scare me I don’t know where you stand
I don’t know if you love me or if it’s all just pretend.
Sometimes I know exactly the way that you feel
And all of a sudden you clam up and your feelings you conceal.
I wish you were open said what you want tell me to stay or leave you alone.
I’m sad and I’m happy I want you so much I need this said I need it known.
But sadly I guess you’ll dismiss it again and I’ll be caught in confusion
Living my dream, holding you close, loving completely inside my head all a delusion
Unsure once again wanting and wishing but all to no real end
Sometimes it is easier just to pretend.
