Lack of sleep
and wanting a bullet
through my head
It's not easy
it's thought provoking
wanting to be dead
Living the days
slowly as people pass by
feeling insecure
and not alive
Wanting to be numb
to everyones touch
wanting and wanting
just so much
Getting not a thing in return
the inside of your heart
is where it burns...
Having little hope
and not a care
sunk into a pit
of despair...
