Leaving you behind

Sometimes i cant help but wonder what your doing. who your with, where ya at. but i realize it more an more each day that you don't think about me like i think about you. you probably never did. you were probably just with me because i was there. but whos suffering now. . . me or you? me of course. because i was the fool to gave up my heart completely to you and to believed every word that you said. not no more. i cant. i don't have the strength left in me to build myself back up after you leave again. I'm sorry but I'm leaving you behind.

**not one of my best poems, it was kinda a spur of the moment writing. but please comment and/or vote to tell me how i can make it better . . . or even to tell me if i am making the right choice by just letting go . . ..