Living for Death-Never Ending Nightmare

Yesterday
I felt Death near me
its presence so threatening
my soul so helpless to its wrath
it whirled around inside my mind
almost like a hungry predator
closing in for the kill,
hungry, to take another life
why was it chasing me
was i its prey, its next victim
well so be it, i don't care
i do not have anything left to live for
so let Death take me away
Let it lead me away, burn my soul
but for some reason i do not fear it
maybe its because i deserve it

Today
Death is circling closer
constricting itself around me
Killing me softly with its pain
i can feel the last of my strength
draining from my broken soul
And now I'm nothing more
than a shadow in the darkness
just one more whisper of its curse
and I'll be gone

Tonight
Please hold me in your arms
Let me love you
with my one last breath
As my fear grows
Let my see your sweet smile
Let me feel your gentle hands
Wont you help me, if you can
to shake this sadness
For my weakness is taking toll
Death is wining u cant keep me living
But just remember i love you

So now as i slip away into
this endless sleep
This everlasting nightmare
this never-ending dream
I finally realize why i do not fear death
for I have been waiting for this moment
all my life because now i know
I've been living for death
Been living so i can die.