I've been up all night
because i don't feel quite right
Been feeling so low n down
In my endless thoughts i drown
Wondering what its worth in the end
to live, then just break n bend.
I cant wash the memories from my mind
how can the past be so unkind?
How can i get any sleep
if in my pillow i cry n weep?
though more than i have said
I never rest my eyes, or go to bed
For there are demons in my dreams
evil everywhere, terrible eyes they gleam
they leave me to die as they take control
i will always loose the fight i know
But I've given it all up and out
i surrender in my silent shouts
Wish i could just fly away from here
from all the pain, hurt and fear
As i feel my sorrow increase
I wonder if the sadness will ever cease
I'm stuck in the resilient madness
And its overwhelming, this aloneness
The bed is warm, covers my soul
yet why inside, do i feel so cold?
but I've given up my midnight fight
i depend on the illusions to keep me warm at night.
its incredibly miserable, yet so peaceful,
in its own way, so unbelievably evil, yet beautiful
When i realize my hope and faith has died
because i see the stains on my glasses, i know I've cried
Weeping, forever in saddened eyes
because my life has been filled with deceit and lies
and because of all the memories and past
my sleeplessness will always last.
Must i always go threw night-less yawnings
and these miserable sleepless dawnings?
