Don't Belong

My life has been too much for me to bear
I know i never belonged on this earth
I'm either too good or not good enough for it
I think i have prolonged my existence long enough
Its time to go where i believe i belong
Maybe it will be better, when i pass threw the barrier
Of those who are living to those who have died
I have loved, lost, and lived long enough to know
That i don't fit in to this world which is too cruel
for such a darkened and merciful soul like mine.

I've been waiting all my life to cross this line
And be rejoined with those who have already past
because i know that on this cold earth i live in
~That my heart stopped beating a long time ago~

So i find myself saying, as i lay down my last words
for I will speak my last words in silence,
because i know its only me that will hear and listen
when i ask the question of all the sorrow n hurt
As i ask me 1 last question as i slip away to where i belong..
~This pain will end soon...right?~