Sorry is the saddest word
I wish it never had to be heard
How could i let things go so wrong?
I let the strain go on for too long
One day it blew up in my face
when my moms eyes only showed distrust and disgrace
Then as i went to school and thought of you
How could i have sent u something so horrible?
It was not what i had meant to say, n i felt so terrible
for saying such words that hurt you
I really, really never meant to.
I know now that I've made a mistake
something i regret and hate
I was so afraid i would loose a best friend
I never wanted it like this, to end
I do not blame you for caring
I do not blame you for doing what was right
I do not blame you for anything at all
who do i blame? myself for causing it all
I know its hard, living the way i do,
but i shouldn't have put the pressure on you
They are my problems to worry about
because of my mom who screams n shouts
So many secrets n issues i told to you
i no u were confused n didn't know what to do
But I'm the one who is saying sorry, not you
I'm the one asking for forgiveness, not you
so never again say sorry to me
because thats not the way it should be.
think nothing of the trust, think only of the friendship
I don't want to loose you, then what would i do??
Your the one i will always trust n believe
because all the pain u help my relieve
You don't know how much it means to me
To have a best friend like you.
And today when i saw you cry
It hurt me inside, i wanted to die
how could i have caused so much hurt to my friend?
i knew, that i wasn't even worth it in the end.
I wanted to wiped your tears and say
don't worry my friend, I'm so sorry, it will be OK
"I promise to make tomorrow a better day".
