Why must u hurt me??

Why do you keep hurting me?
you know, it really does hurt!
does it entertain you?
when you treat me like dirt!

you know most the time i cut myself
because of what you've said
or what you have done
it makes me wish i was dead!

you've been through what I'm going through
and you still don't try to help
why do u f-ing hurt me
it makes my heart melt!!!!

don't you remember what it was like?
to go through all of this?
if you did you wouldn't put me through hell
you would help me through all this

your sister is the bestest friend Ive ever had
so i want to be close to you too
Ive tried so hard
but now i don't know what else to do

Ive done nothing to you
you have hurt me so much
but why? why must you do it?
when Ive given you all my trust??

~a poem to someone that i gave all my trust to, that i told everything! that i thought could help me! but i was wrong she has hurt me so much and so many times.....Ive cut myself several times because of her, i have cried myself to sleep so many nights.. but why? why does she do this to me?? please comment.~