I miss you dearly.
you never knew how much I cared.
you never saw who I really was.
So as I cry on this day.
I remember you sending me a letter a week or two after you left saying you would come back on this day.
I remembered that and I burned it last night.
I was angry because you wanted to visit.
I didn't want to see your face.
I hope you know I'm watching over you.
every single day.
never will I look away.
I will haunt you because your presence haunted me for the past year.
you never saw how happy I was with you.
and how unhappy I was without you.
I would see you on the street and I would start to cry.
I miss your touch, your kiss, your smile, your words of wisdom.
mostly I missed you.
you made me who I was.
I don't know what I did to make you leave.
but I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for everything.
For coming into your life to me killing myself for your love.
I guess I'll never get it now will I?
I love you dearly. Please don't ever forget about me.
