Too deep~

I'm at the point again I need to release the flow
I shouldn't do it but I just can't say no.

I go to and take a shower to relive the stress
I grab my only friend and begin to press

the water darkens into a bloody pool

my head begins to spin and my heart will die soon

I cut and cut till the pain overides
my will to live and strength to die

I look down at my arms and see the gash
never before have I cut this bad.

I saw the wound and screamed in horror.

I get out of the shower and lay crying on the floor.

never before has it been this deep

I'm so dizzy I just wanna go to sleep

the blood keeps running as I cry out in pain

I'm not sure But I think this time I hit a vein

the terror runs through my mind

that all my blood someone will surely find.

I run to my room to stop the bleeding

everyone who saw me was just never seeing