You whisper in my ear, "I love you."
I want to say it too.
Something holds me back.
I look away as if there's something we lack.
I can tell that you're hurt.
As a tear falls to your shirt.
I am just so scared.
And it hurts knowing you cared.
You start to leave.
And suddenly i can't breath.
I yell out "wait!"
You slam the door and I guess this was fate.
Now, you're gone and it's because of me.
I did love you, and its sad you couldnt see.
I'm sorry i didn't let you in.
Because now it feels like a sin.
I'm going to miss your big brown eyes.
And I hope you know that this wasn't all lies.
I'm going to miss your soft touch.
As well as your pink shirts and such.
I'll carry you with me wherever i go.
Because of how you loved me so.
Thankyou for trusting me.
And I'm sorry for all the things i wouldn't let you see.
