Reason

Reasons i cut is to forget,
reasons i cry cause I'm hurt.
reasons why i live
don't know?
i wonder why i live,
i wonder why i cry.
and i cant find a reason
why i feel numb.

numb i feel
so lonely in here.
my feelings are locked up,
with no escape.
lonely in this box.
dark and foggy
is always night,
with no light or sun.

my world is just black and white,
a reason i cant find
why I'm lost in life.
a reason i cant find why I'm still alive.

i wish to just stay asleep
to just dream and never wake up.
and just to wake up in this horrible life.
i don't think so i rather die.