Black heart

Might be long but plez read

I toss and turn cant sleep at night
Knowing what you did isn’t right
You’re my friend but she’s your girl
You played her like a game
That you won but isn’t the same
You said she is you one and only
But I could tell she felt so lonely
She waited up all night
Knowing when you got back there’d be a fight
But another girl was with you
She didn’t know what to do
You were surprised to see her awake
You said this was more than you could take
You wanted her the girl of your dreams
To be your wife
So you pushed the other girl out of your life
You regret everything you did to her
She left you that day
Left you with nothing to say
Knowing now that it was wrong
Its to late cause she’s gone
Gone away from you
And there is nothing you can do
You have a black heart lonely and cold
Every girl you find
You tell her she is one of a kind
But they are all the same
They believe in you
But I don’t see why they do
Cause it aint true
You break their heart
You give it back all torn apart
You can get any girl to trust you
But you don’t care
Trust is just a quality that you lack
That’s why your heart is so black

2 months later you want your girl back
you call her everyday
but you never know what to say
one day you go to her work
you have to take it like a man
you walk in with a rose in your hand
you pray she’ll take you back
now you look at her face to face
tears slide down your eyes
just thinking about all the lies
she waits for you to speak
just then your eyes start to leak
you cant help it you love her so much
you calm down some
and so you say
“I love you so much for you to go
Im sorry I lied
Im sorry you tried
To make this work for us
I know we always had to fuss
Im sorry….Goodbye
You walk to the door and go home

You sit in the dark holding a gun
Thinking of all the memories and good times
You spent with her
BOOM you hit the ground
Waiting to be found
She’s sitting at home thinking of you
Watching the news like she usually do
She thinks as she listens
“Young teen takes his life
Shoots himself in the head”
She looks up and finds out your dead
She starts to cry
She never got to say goodbye

At the funeral she walks around
She cant stand to see them put you in the ground
Everyday she walks to your grave
She feels the imprint of your name
She wants to feel you but it isn’t the same
She cries day and night
She never feels alright
She gets so lonely everyday
Every night she gets down to pray
She’ll be with you one day

plez r/c i'll do the same!