I want you gone
But somehow I still want you here
I want you to be the one
That I can draw near
Why did you do this?
What have I ever done?
I don’t even understand my own feelings
I just want to leave, run
You have me so mixed up
I don’t know why
I should have a mind of my own
I feel I have to hide my feelings, lie
Somehow you’ve changed me
Corrupted my mind and thoughts
I think about you more than you know
Some words of advice I had sought
They all told me the same thing
To tell you to go
That you aren’t worth it
But being away from you makes me miss you so
It’s sad to say
That I don’t want you to leave
But things have turned out the wrong way
At least that’s what I believe
You’re never going to change
You’ll always treat me like shit
Even if that’s not what you think
I’m finished, I’m done, This is it
My new vow this year
Is to be rid of you
You ruined my life
And now this is something I have to do
I’m not going to turn back
I won’t let myself give in
I won’t listen to your lies
I won’t commit anymore sin
