Letting Go Feels So Wrong

I'm trying to let go of this feeling
a love that used to be so strong
I know this is what I should do
but it just feels so wrong

I loved you from the moment we met
you were my brother's best friend
we had to keep it all a secret
I never thought it'd have to end

but you've got her now
8 months you've been together
that's nothing compared to me and you
this first love's gonna last forever

I miss the way you used to hold me
I never wanted you to let me go
but now every things different
you're a new person I don't even know

you don't even seem to care anymore
why couldn't our love just last
I don't want you to be another memory
of a broken hearted past

she doesn't know how lucky she is
to have you there for her all the time
that used to be me thought
I used to call you mine

we'll never get over eachother
we've been through so much
I just need to feel your arms around me
I'm so weak without your touch

I'll pretend to move on though
and I'll fake that I'm ok
but I've never been the same
since that day you walked away