How could this happen to me

Forgive me father for i have sinned, began the frustration no one could solemnly cave in.
together i encored the only game id seem to blend, the only cut to deserve to be the cut that it is.forgive my troubles, for mostly i couldnt dare relive me of your sympathy, leave me here on the ground. try to remember my whole life remained in sin. the Catholics disown me, my childhood left at an end.i am no angel, forever has no end, pain doesn't hurt me, but is the only thing Ive felt. leave me your dreams, give me your health, let me be broken just let me be well. give me a reason, a reason to live on, if god has desert me, i am no longer looked upon. please save me actions, lock them away, i wont let this person inside me become me. no longer to i want to hide, hide the person in side the person locked up. let me exchange this, let me step out,everyone i never meant to hurt you, only to hurt myself.