You

Why smile and laugh and be happy,
When there’s so much pain inside?
Why not cry and be sad,
And show all the emotion I choose to hide?
What’s keeping me here, in this place?
You force me to call my home,
What’s stopping me from ending it?
And just letting it all go?
Are you reason I’m still here?
Or the reason I want to leave?
Is it your love that I treasure?
Os is that what I need?
You could be my savior,
Just tell me that you care,
Tell me that you love me,
And that you’ll always be there,
Those three little words can change a life,
For better or for worse,
But are they really magical,
Or are they just a curse?
Love is but a mind game,
It messes with your head,
And once your heart’s been broken,
You feel already dead,
People have their own ways,
Of dealing with their life,
Some of them get therapy,
Others use a knife,
Or maybe they just bottle it up,
And never let it out,
I don’t really know,
That that’s not what this is about,
Maybe there’s a better way,
I guess I’ll never know,
I’m sick of life already,
I give up, here I go,
I have nothing to live for,
I don’t care what you say,
I can’t take the shit
I have to deal with every day,
Tell my family I love them,
And my friends, I love them too,
Now as my last minutes tick by,
My final thoughts are of you,
The memories we shared
Are but pictures in my mind,
But I play them like a movie,
Play, stop, rewind,
Now as I take my final breath,
And fall towards the floor,
I pick my fondest memory of you,
And that’s the last thing I saw.