Chasing all my nightmares and running from my Dreams,
Nothing is at all the way it was when you were with me,
I run from all the happy thoughts and forgotten memories,
A new life ahead of me I have new loves to seek,
but I after years and years of looking for one I found it was you that I need,
you've long been gone and out of my life and your drifting away from me,
I'm trying to pull you back in but It is to far for me to reach,
I'm looking out as far as I can but its to foggy for me to see,
contradictions and ambitious taunts keep your love a mystery,
Stuck behind the walls of grief you no longer want me happy,
teasing me and mocking me our tastes will never meet,
your actions tell me clearly that its the game of love you cheat,