What a way to die(kinda long)

This is the end
What adventures lie just around the bend?
whats it like to die?
to never have to cry
at all the things I have done
I thought you were the one
That would save me
You didn't hear my silent plea
You didn't catch the look on my face
You didn't see what a mental case
I was beginning to become
The voices have become clear
You have nothing left to fear
This is what they say
Over and over again it will replay
I only wanted to repay
all you did in just one day
but now your killing me
I know you were happy anyway
I wanted to repay you
but what could I do?
I just wanted you to see
what was going on right under your nose
My life now draws to a close
I would scream and yell
The moment I fell
was when I realized you didn't care?
I wanted to be near you
was that so wrong?
Why did I wait so long?
You wouldn't listen to me
Maybe you didn't want to see
what was happening to me
I waited so long
It didn't matter though
Why would you believed me?
believe what you could see
I have lost everything
now i have nothing
Why couldn't I catch a break?
It was all so fake
Even how happy i seemed to be
why couldn't you see?
I thought you cared about me
I guess I was so wrong
Why did I wait so long?
Is my last thought
as I fall into the dark.

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