A SUICIDE NOTE

by dArKgOtHiCgIrL   Jul 11, 2005


My world of pain and confusion will finally be no more. I don’t know if I am doing the right thing, but it doesn’t matter now. I hope there is a better place for me somewhere, after death. A place where I no longer feel like I am going crazy and like I can’t ever be good enough. And I’m sorry to everyone I might be hurting by doing this, but I just can’t take it anymore. I’m sorry to my friends who tried to help me but I didn’t listen; I just turned away. And the rest of my family and anyone else I knew; and especially my mom. She was always there for me, but I never talked to her. Mom, I’m sorry if I made you feel like you weren’t a good mom. You were the best mom a girl could have. I really hope no one blames himself or herself for this because it is no one’s fault but my own for making this decision.

**This is actually true. I tried 2 kill myself but thankfully didn't succeed.**

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  • 19 years ago

    by Purple

    This isn't a poem is it? You know I use to think about killing myself when I was 10. Silly aye? A sucidal 10 year old. Well I didn't and it was because I didn't want to hurt anyone else. Killing your self can hurt others more than you could ever do while you were alive. Emagine how broken up your friends and family would be. You wouldn't exsist any more but they'd still live on. I guess I see sucide as a very selfish thing to do. Try to just live your life, express yourself when you can and just try to survive. If you can and you think it'd make your feel better, get into charity, if not then don't, I'm proably much younger than you anyway.

  • 19 years ago

    by Katelyn

    i've never tried to kill my self but i know what you mean just know that people do care about you!

  • 19 years ago

    by Emma

    i like this poem too, i can relate i tried to kill my self and slit my throat and all that got me was a straight jacket white rooms and shots which was realy scarey..

    always here

    <3 Emma

  • 19 years ago

    by Mississippigirl08

    i can relate but dont do it plz!!! mattie

  • 19 years ago

    by Kimmi

    I'm lovin' the emotion in this. I think it's def.one of your better ones

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